Currently Listening Lifesong By Casting Crowns Prodigal see related

okay, so..i have a LOT to update about;;

First of all, SCHOOL IS OUT!!!!!  Can you say "A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!"?  it really is...not having to worry about homework or getting into bed at a decent hour, tanning all day and staying up all night, actually having time to practice my guitar and do the things that I want to do...I can't describe to you how awesome it is.  :]

Chad and I...well...we're having some problems.  It's still the same old stuff..when he is by himself, he loves me and misses me soo much, but when he is with his friends, he constantly just makes excuses not to talk to me.  And lately, I've been finding out a lot of times that he has been lying to me about who he's been hanging out with.  And after 2 years, he can't seem to tell me the truth about anything, and that's definitely not good.

On a happier note, I have found more happiness than I have had in a long time.  I've recently started visiting with the Calhoun First Baptist youth group...and they are absolutely wonderful.  I can't even explain to you how much they help me through things...it's just unbelievable.  I put my trust in them like no other, and I know that no matter what my problems are, I can always count on them to help me.  Even when they don't know what to say, they say the right things, and they brighten my day.  As a result of making good Christian friends and spending more time in church, I have made a commitment to become closer with God.  I have realized that there is nothing I can do without him..and no matter what I go through, he is always there.  He is the one friend that will never turn his back on me, no matter what i may tell myself.  So now, I am trying the best I can to get closer to him and forget about the things that don't matter. :]

So for a while now, my sister and I have told my mom that we just don't feel the same about our church anymore...we don't get the same joy out of going anymore, and she told us to pray about it and just see what happens.  Well, then God sent us the First Baptist youth group..and we have just fallen in love with them.  So, we talked to my mom about it, and she sees the joy that it brings us to be with them and be able to have a good time with fellow Christians, and spend time praising God.  So, she has agreed to let us do more things with their youth group...and that's a step.  It's really hard for my mom because we have gone to the same church all of my life and longer.  And the thought of leaving and starting somewhere else..well, it scares her.  So anyway, it's nothing official, but we are going to be hanging out with them a lot more.  And we'll just see what happens.

Babysitting - wow, the highlight of my entire life! haha.  I love those kids unconditionally!  My sister and I have been babysitting them for almost a year now, and watching them grow..well, it's just amazing.  Just another one of God's mmiracles. :]  Abagail is 3, and she is the sweetest little girl I know.  She knows just how to brighten someone's day.  And Caden, well, he turned 1 in April..and he is my little buddy.  :]  He can't really talk yet, which is cute.  He can only say "dada, mama, jesse(his dog), sissy, bite..and that's pretty much it. haha.  But those kids are amazing, and have taught me a lot.

Well, I guess that's about it.  Comments if you please.  :]

                                                                      *::pictures-My favorite::*

::me::

sitting in the parking lot..because I can't drive.  :]

shreddin' it..that's right..

::me and my sister::                

::me and chad::

on my birthday.  :]

::Dollywood::

me and steph..my best friend in the entire world! me and cole.

yes, i'm that pale.

::babysitting::

 me and the kids. :]

Currently Listening Katharine McPhee By Katharine McPhee Over It see related

okay. so...last time i got on here, i left a bunch of pictures.  so, this time, i guess i'll write something.

nothing's really going on.  I failed 2 of my classes, but I didn't go to school on Friday because i was sick.  So, when i get it monday, i'm gonna be pretty damn grounded. :[  But, my parents dont understand how hard it is for me to try in school..when i fucking hate it.  i hate everything about my school.  & they won't let me go anywhere else..i don't know why.  they're so stubborn.  it kills me.  but, im miserable and i hate it.

anyway, me and chad are doing okay.  it just depends what kind of mood he's in, i guess.  if he's in a good mood, we're great.  if he's in a bad mood, we fight.  ugh.  but, i guess that's the way it is. 

me and my parents still fight all the time...what else is new?  they hate me. lol. 

well, i have to go  to my cousin's babyshower...which im just, soo excited about...

leave some lovin!        xoxo.

okay so..i haven't updated in like 349835 years, but no one ever gets on here anyway, so what's the point?

well, i'm gonna put some pictures up.  comment if you want.

me and my best friend, Stephanie

me and my other best friend, Seth.

bored...

i'm not sure about this one...

me and my boy. :]

Currently Listening Deathgrip on Yesterday By Atreyu see related

Well, not much has happened.  I'm going to a Staind, Hinder, and Three Days Grace concert with my cousin Andrew and my best friend Kacey next month, so I'm pretty pumped about that.  I made some friends in first block, so that's always good. haha. I'm failing math..whoo~hoo! haha.  But, Friday I told my teacher that if he didn't start being a better teacher, that i was going to get switched out of his class.  He's such a jackass. He has to be the most horrible teacher I've ever had in my life! ugh. 

So anyway, the other day I changed my name on myspace to "Kelsi[hopes you get ghonnorrea]". It's an inside joke between me, Andrew and Steph. and some girl {not to be named} was like "oh, you're real mature" and i was like "what the hell..what did i do?" and she was like "u hope  i get ghonnorrea?" and i was like "OMG, do u honestly think that I would make my name pointed towards you?? you're kidding yourself, i don't care about u that much".  But like, for real, why would i make my name on myspace for a girl that I barely even know?? geez..people need to get over themselves.

Well, Fall baseball has started up, which means I won't get to see Chad as much because he always has practice..ugh.  But atleast having games gives me an excuse to see him. 

Well, I guess I really have nothing to say.  Leave me comments and make me feel loved. xoxo  .::.Kelsi.::.

Currently Listening Extreme Behavior see related

okay so, now I'm sick and it really sucks because I can't miss school...I'll get behind.  And, I don't have a fever or anything. But, I have a horrible cold and it feels more like the flu.  =[  It sucks.  But, I have great news!!  I'm going to a concert on September 22, and The Black Stone Cherry, Hinder, Three Days Grace, and Staind is gonna be there!!! aaahhh!!! I'm sooo excited!! hehe.  I definitely cannot wait!

Well, yesterday was me and Chad 1 year anniversary..but it wasn't all celebration because I was sick. =[  But, we went to see "Pulse" and it was oober scary!  Oh, and me and Kacey went to Kampi Friday and it was awesome!  they gave me so much food!  I ate like, half of it and felt like I was gonna explode!!  hehe.

well, I guess that's all for now.  Leave comments.  =]

xoxo .::.Kelsi.::.